my feelings

i deal with so much shit everyday from everyone, im not going to let that bring me down one bit, it's not worth it. It has never been worth it. My dad wants me back in his life but ignores me when we're suppose to see each other, you wonder why i hate you. I give everything i have to people which is my mistake and i get nothing in the end but i still walk away with a smile on my face cause that's who i choose to be. Everyone has it rough it's up to ourselves to know that. Think about others before you think of yourself.